Lock myself up in the square box...

My mood isn't that good since my first month of ttc. And after 3 months, I don't think I can bring any news to everyone. Last few week ain't my good days as I always lock myself in my own world. I refused to talk, refused to share thing... Until yesterday night, I explored... My husband have no idea of how to console me anymore ! I know I ruin his night time. He know my pattern, I don't like to answer any question of WHY when my mood really really down! He did hold and hug me tight for whole night with silent mode, let me do what ever I want... After whole night, I woke up with a fresh mind this morning and I realized that, the most precious babe is with me right now, I should appreciate what I have now and should wait in a happy mode for the second one... Ok, my P late for almost one week and I do not have any mood to go for the test as I very clear what's happened in my own body =) I will wait for the fourth ttc on the coming month, wish me luck =)
Thanks everyone for their nice words to me, I really really appreciate =)

我的烘焙

今天我感受到了，原来我的烘焙，我的开始是值得的。我今天给了很多个笑脸，因为我很开心。我也好久没在部落格划下我的心情了。在这短短的烘焙日子，真谢谢所有朋友的支持！ 我的烘焙，只会出现在开心的场所，只会带给每一位欢乐！我今天感受到那份喜悦！ 原来朋友开心，我也自然会开心的！！！=)


*change to DH's pc, can't type in mandarin, so continue with eng!*
See, I know they like me, they support me !! With this as prove!

Please Do Not Disturb !

There is so miracle !!! It just happened few minutes ago! Suppose we have maid come our house every Saturday. Of course I sit infront of the pc right now and I just think that Is it ok I make a call to aunty to cancel today appointment?! Only in mind and I didn't take any action... after a minute, my phone ring and there is aunt' number, she informed me that her daughter sick dy and unable to come our house today ! What's so co-incident!!! My mood today: Refused to see anyone!Please do not disturb!!!

两年了。。。

总算解脱了。。。解脱了这两年来的束缚！！！ 我自由了 !!!!